Another new beginning

In less then 4 months, life begins again. All the effort was worth it, I am off to france, off to business school.

I turned 27 two days ago, and at my party last night, it was dark, but I could see so clearly. The venue sucked ass, thanks to an incompetent event organiser, and I almost did not get a lounge area.. thankfully the crisis was averted.. horrible music, ugly people.. sigh.. Although, i did receive amazing presents.. and my friends made it..

I flitted from person to person. All the people who had made an impacct on my short stay in london were there. But I felt so distant.. there were some I could see so clearly now. some were so close and now like strangers. There was a moment, when i knew we were all already moving on.. This familiar feeling, of joy, anticipation, meloncholy, nostalgia.. wanting to hold on but also needing to let go..

I saw someone, with such clarity. Are we all selfish? In the end, what brings people together? and then i felt another. and i hoped that he would never lose all that is good in him. For the older we get, the more cynical we become. The less we care, and the more we want.

Its the beginning of a new era.. time to start afresh and learn from the lessons of old.